Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Unaccustomed Thoughts

My vision faltered and my hand reached for the light switch. A concerned voice's concerns rang in my ears. "Switch on the light.. Don't read in the dark." At times like this my mind yearns for familiar people and familiar surroundings. My unborn child will never know the feeling of putting her head into a softened cotton sareed lap. I might never chat up with the istree or relish the taste of a foreign chocolate. Or even the anticipation of the foreign chocolate. It saddens me that my husband and I don't share any memories in India - of familiar roads and outings spent. Our wedding passed in a daze with a thousand people and to this day this is our significant together memory of the country we call home.

Moments pass in one's life when one recounts one's blessings. I pray for those who have to go through those who make the difficult decisions instead of us. I would like to think that they have the strength to make those decisions that mere mortals don't. I pray for them.

7 comments:

nandita said...

Brilliant post di!

Divya said...

Nicely put..!

tt_giant said...

Sometimes, a silent acknowledgment and a thought is the most apt action.

In Search Of d Lost Soul said...

well said lady....

i think therefore i am said...

@all
thank you..

che sara sara said...

a wonderful thought and prayer

i think therefore i am said...

@sophie.. thank you..